The Weird Dream Issue
*yawn*
aaaahhh just woke up! had a weird dream again.. dreamt about a woman who was dying of cancer. in my dream, the cancer had spread thru out her entire body and she was just waiting for death to take her. this woman had a criminal charge and i was looking at her thru a tv set. her eyes were half closed and she was biting her lips constantly. her lips had marks of bitten off dry skin. there was a narrator talking about the woman. this woman apparently refused cancer treatment. all i saw was, the woman was lying on a bed, naked. her breasts were deformed - most likely due to the cancer. she had black shoulder-length hair. face was peeling.
the narrator went on to explain about this woman. how she refused treatment and that she agreed to donate her body for scientific research. the woman allowed the cancer to eat thru her body. then, after suffering for one whole year, this woman finally gave in to cancer and died. all this while, the woman was being filmed and i'm watching her thru the screen. right before she died, she waved goodbye to the camera. her eyes were closed. slowly, she stopped breathing and moving altogether.
the next and final part of the dream was so national geographic-ish. i saw a doctor holding a huge plastic bag with something in it. turns out, it was the body of the cancer patient. her body was chopped up into different parts and no skin was left on her. just the flesh and fats here and there. looks like chicken meat LOL. the doctor then takes a piece out of the plastic bag. it was the head and spinal cord. the doctor was explaining something about how the cranium had swelled due to the cancer.
i was so mortified and grossed out that i woke up. i'm still wondering what that dream meant and why do i dreams such morbid dreams. sigh. i've been having morbid dreams for a pretty long time now.
i'm just gonna go take a shower and wait for my baby to come pick me up. we're gonna go for lunch and watch shrek 2! LIKE FINALLY! been wanting to watch that damn movie for so long! i cant believe i watched spiderman 2 (which was a fantastic movie) before shrek 2. so lame.
*yawn*
aaaahhh just woke up! had a weird dream again.. dreamt about a woman who was dying of cancer. in my dream, the cancer had spread thru out her entire body and she was just waiting for death to take her. this woman had a criminal charge and i was looking at her thru a tv set. her eyes were half closed and she was biting her lips constantly. her lips had marks of bitten off dry skin. there was a narrator talking about the woman. this woman apparently refused cancer treatment. all i saw was, the woman was lying on a bed, naked. her breasts were deformed - most likely due to the cancer. she had black shoulder-length hair. face was peeling.
the narrator went on to explain about this woman. how she refused treatment and that she agreed to donate her body for scientific research. the woman allowed the cancer to eat thru her body. then, after suffering for one whole year, this woman finally gave in to cancer and died. all this while, the woman was being filmed and i'm watching her thru the screen. right before she died, she waved goodbye to the camera. her eyes were closed. slowly, she stopped breathing and moving altogether.
the next and final part of the dream was so national geographic-ish. i saw a doctor holding a huge plastic bag with something in it. turns out, it was the body of the cancer patient. her body was chopped up into different parts and no skin was left on her. just the flesh and fats here and there. looks like chicken meat LOL. the doctor then takes a piece out of the plastic bag. it was the head and spinal cord. the doctor was explaining something about how the cranium had swelled due to the cancer.
i was so mortified and grossed out that i woke up. i'm still wondering what that dream meant and why do i dreams such morbid dreams. sigh. i've been having morbid dreams for a pretty long time now.
i'm just gonna go take a shower and wait for my baby to come pick me up. we're gonna go for lunch and watch shrek 2! LIKE FINALLY! been wanting to watch that damn movie for so long! i cant believe i watched spiderman 2 (which was a fantastic movie) before shrek 2. so lame.
