Casual Sunday
phew.. had a pretty relaxed day today. thankfully it rained and the weather was divine. woke up around 9:30am (thanks to jeff's phone call) and dragged my lazy ass to the bathroom to shower. having done that, dragged my lazy showered ass to change then headed out for brunch with jeff.
this must be my first PLEASANT sunday with the weather being perfect and all. i swear, malaysia will have snow soon. boy, was it cold out. seeing that i have very little fat to provide insulation, i was close to shivering along the bandar utama centre point walkways. had quite a hearty brunch with jeff and as usual, over-ordered and couldnt finish our food. we're so gonna burn in hell for wasting food.
oopsie, seb's here to pick me up for dinner! be back in a jiffy to continue :P
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Shit Happens
ahh finally home after a long and lengthy dinner. it was my first time at Naili's Place in Sentul. damn, that place is beautiful! i'd really like to go back there again. i'd rate an 8/10 for its design and layout.
both of us were soooo hungry, we over-ordered yet again. sigh, we ate till the point we couldnt move. thankfully, we called some of his friends over to help us finish the food. after some ciggies and exchanged small talks, we made for our way home. by this time, we could've just fallen asleep standing up.
took a rather slow drive back home to allow our lil tummies to digest. poor things, after having all that food, this is a major overdrive. bet i'm gonna get indigestion tomorrow. crud.
*yawn*
yup, feeling really sleepy. i've got work tomorrow and i've to be all bright eyed and bushy tailed by 8:45am. work starts at any time before 10:30am. sweet eh? sweet as it may be, i've been bitching a LOT about my job to my friends. if only i could express my frustration and anger in words. it'd pretty much be like this:
!!!!
sigh.
another thing new (or old) about me is that my depression is back with a vengeance. seems like my happy facade isnt working anymore. i think i need to seek professional help. i feel its getting worst. i've just realised that since i've started writing poems of my feelings (started in 2000), i'm a very depressed person. just take a look at my poems (links on the right sidebar). seriously, i was pretty shocked. just the other day i was narrating my poems randomly to seb, i came to realise that i've been depressed for a very long time. gosh, maybe i do need help.
until i seek help, i'm just gonna try to ride off my depression maybe until it kills me or something. seriously, i've been on prozac for a while and that didnt much for me. i know shit happens but sometimes i'd like to have a day when pee happens instead of shit.
this must be my first PLEASANT sunday with the weather being perfect and all. i swear, malaysia will have snow soon. boy, was it cold out. seeing that i have very little fat to provide insulation, i was close to shivering along the bandar utama centre point walkways. had quite a hearty brunch with jeff and as usual, over-ordered and couldnt finish our food. we're so gonna burn in hell for wasting food.
oopsie, seb's here to pick me up for dinner! be back in a jiffy to continue :P
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Shit Happens
ahh finally home after a long and lengthy dinner. it was my first time at Naili's Place in Sentul. damn, that place is beautiful! i'd really like to go back there again. i'd rate an 8/10 for its design and layout.
both of us were soooo hungry, we over-ordered yet again. sigh, we ate till the point we couldnt move. thankfully, we called some of his friends over to help us finish the food. after some ciggies and exchanged small talks, we made for our way home. by this time, we could've just fallen asleep standing up.
took a rather slow drive back home to allow our lil tummies to digest. poor things, after having all that food, this is a major overdrive. bet i'm gonna get indigestion tomorrow. crud.
*yawn*
yup, feeling really sleepy. i've got work tomorrow and i've to be all bright eyed and bushy tailed by 8:45am. work starts at any time before 10:30am. sweet eh? sweet as it may be, i've been bitching a LOT about my job to my friends. if only i could express my frustration and anger in words. it'd pretty much be like this:
sigh.
another thing new (or old) about me is that my depression is back with a vengeance. seems like my happy facade isnt working anymore. i think i need to seek professional help. i feel its getting worst. i've just realised that since i've started writing poems of my feelings (started in 2000), i'm a very depressed person. just take a look at my poems (links on the right sidebar). seriously, i was pretty shocked. just the other day i was narrating my poems randomly to seb, i came to realise that i've been depressed for a very long time. gosh, maybe i do need help.
until i seek help, i'm just gonna try to ride off my depression maybe until it kills me or something. seriously, i've been on prozac for a while and that didnt much for me. i know shit happens but sometimes i'd like to have a day when pee happens instead of shit.
