Early Morning Ramblings
morning has finally come. just woke up and as usual, trying to be fully awake sitting in front of my computer and typing this entry while having a ciggy. hmm plans for today. not too sure of whats happening yet. i only go to work after lunch as boss has a lunch appointment with someone. so i've got the morning all to myself for today.
*yawn*
guess i'm gonna take it easy this morning and try to get some studying done before meeting the boss later. plus, i'm trying to psyche myself not to feel crappy about everything else. been feeling down for as long as i can remember. i hate it when i'm in my depressed mood and hate it more that i'm so weak to just overcome it. so i'm tryng to psyche my mind that everything will be alright and that things will work out for the best and count my blessings bla bla bla. i guess i should be thankful that this time around, i can sleep at night as opposed to my previous wave of depression where i couldnt sleep and had to take pills just to knock me out. even with pills, it took me helluva long time to doze off.
i'm now figuring who i shall i call for breakfast / lunch. most of my friends now are either sleeping, puasa-ing, having classes or working. damn. its so hard to call them out these days. i'm gonna scroll thru my phone book to pick an unfortunate victim muahahaha.
*yawn*
guess i'm gonna take it easy this morning and try to get some studying done before meeting the boss later. plus, i'm trying to psyche myself not to feel crappy about everything else. been feeling down for as long as i can remember. i hate it when i'm in my depressed mood and hate it more that i'm so weak to just overcome it. so i'm tryng to psyche my mind that everything will be alright and that things will work out for the best and count my blessings bla bla bla. i guess i should be thankful that this time around, i can sleep at night as opposed to my previous wave of depression where i couldnt sleep and had to take pills just to knock me out. even with pills, it took me helluva long time to doze off.
i'm now figuring who i shall i call for breakfast / lunch. most of my friends now are either sleeping, puasa-ing, having classes or working. damn. its so hard to call them out these days. i'm gonna scroll thru my phone book to pick an unfortunate victim muahahaha.
