Ho Hum
yeah i changed my template yet again. and yeah, i "stole" stephanie's template muahahahaha! wasnt too happy with the previous one. plus, this template allows me to have the comment thingie automatically put in for me cos i had problems inserting HALOSCAN comment provider into my template. looks convenient but the automated comments thingie actually spams me. i've received "comments" that are actually spams!! just when you think its safe to come out into the cyberworld again. psssh!
dinner with the boss was alright (surprisingly) tho i was kinda bored. didnt have much to do and my mind's a mess the whole time. yeah, pretty distracted with a lot of things. i'm so afraid i'll just go whacko one day haha! then you guys would have to visit me in a mental institution.
my bro's gf, ivy, suggested that i call the befrienders!! bwahaha! i burst out laughing upon hearing that. its so weird to call up some agency and tell TOTAL strangers about ur problems and expecting them to understand and help you. i've tried calling the Pink Triangle once a long time back and the guy on the other end of the line sounded more depressed than me. obviously, i hung up before i committed suicide on his account LOL!
seb suggested that i think about seeking professional help seriously. i dont know. i mean, what guarantee do i have that i'll be better? i've gone thru therapy once in 1999/2000 and it didnt work out that well. the therapist was quite nonsensical and suggested weird things that was totally irrelevant to the problems i was having then. guess thinking about it wouldnt really hurt.
its getting late. guess i should pen off now and continue tomorrow. ho hum.
dinner with the boss was alright (surprisingly) tho i was kinda bored. didnt have much to do and my mind's a mess the whole time. yeah, pretty distracted with a lot of things. i'm so afraid i'll just go whacko one day haha! then you guys would have to visit me in a mental institution.
my bro's gf, ivy, suggested that i call the befrienders!! bwahaha! i burst out laughing upon hearing that. its so weird to call up some agency and tell TOTAL strangers about ur problems and expecting them to understand and help you. i've tried calling the Pink Triangle once a long time back and the guy on the other end of the line sounded more depressed than me. obviously, i hung up before i committed suicide on his account LOL!
seb suggested that i think about seeking professional help seriously. i dont know. i mean, what guarantee do i have that i'll be better? i've gone thru therapy once in 1999/2000 and it didnt work out that well. the therapist was quite nonsensical and suggested weird things that was totally irrelevant to the problems i was having then. guess thinking about it wouldnt really hurt.
its getting late. guess i should pen off now and continue tomorrow. ho hum.
